1. |
aloha
02:56
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Sunshine and cyanide
Glass of bleach, A glass of wine
The ending is closer than you think
Close your eyes and don't look down
If you do we'll surely drown
Into the swell of society
To be alone
I don't really wanna know
If I'm gonna die alone
But so it seems
To go, oh no
Time is moving really slow
Like the falling of the snow
On Christmas eve
Hello
Nice to meet you, nevermind
Nice to meet you, nevermind
Goodbye
You ask me what I need
Something I can't receive
The feeling of sweet serenity
So I'll lie here but I know
All that I can do is hope
Hope for a brighter tomorrow
To be alone
Do I really wanna know
If I'm gonna die alone
I'll wait and see
To know, oh no
Time is moving really slow
Like the grass that never grows
Inside my dreams
Hello
Nice to meet you, nevermind
Nice to meet you, nevermind
Goodbye
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2. |
monster
02:44
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Monster
Yesterday I sold my soul
To you for a bag of gold
Which one of us is the fool
I don't think there is a rule
Feel the wind blow
Through my window
This warm night in late December
I remember
When everything was better
Where did we go wrong
It was a suicide
You and I
In due time
We'll be buried at the bottom of the sea
And I won't be surprised
Yeah you and I
Will be buried at the bottom of the sea
We had no way
Of predicting our fate
That we'd create a monster
That would begin our destruction
It's sinking in
But it's only fitting
That we would choose our own death
In essence, we're creatures of control
And blessing your soul
With holy water
Please save my daughter
And shield her mind from complacency
It was a suicide
You and I
In due time
We'll be buried at the bottom of the sea
And I won't be surprised
Yeah you and I
Will be buried at the bottom of the sea
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3. |
morningstar
02:57
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Hear your voice inside my head
Rings so loud til I see red
At this point I think I'm dead
It would make no difference
Was this ever even real
Bodies line the battlefields
Bring your morningstar and I will bring my shield
But you don't have to say a word
I know this all feels absurd
It is such a shame
Am I to blame
Bought a ticket
For a train
To run away from this mistake
On my dying day
I will be so happy
I won't have to see you anymore
Smell the booze that's on your breath
And those bloodstains on your chest
It's a murder scene I guess
But I don't know what I expected
With those warning signs
Ignored them all and paid the price
Now I have nothing left to call my own
But you don't have to say a word
I know this all feels absurd
It is such a shame
Am I to blame
Bought a ticket
For a train
To run away from this mistake
On my dying day
I will be so happy
So fucking happy
I never said this would last forever
I never said this would get easier
Our broken hearts will bleed forever
This war will never end
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4. |
...if you want to
03:16
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It feels the worst in the morning
Wondering if today is our last day
Would I be better off
Deep down I hope you'd miss me
Maybe you'd be proud that I switched to wine from whiskey
Maybe we'll meet again when the air is warm and misty
You're yellow gold
I'm poison oak
I'm stale like old cigarette smoke
That lingers on your leather coat
Please pose my skeletal remains
So I can live forever
Please let some hope come with the day though I don't deserve better
Take my whole heart
If you want to
I'll be here with my guitar inside my bedroom
Writing more sad songs
Hope you sing along
Lights fade black to blonde
Take my whole heart
If you want to
I'll be here with my guitar inside my bedroom
Writing more sad songs
Hope you sing along
Lights fade black to blonde
Take my whole heart
If you want to
I'll be here with my guitar inside my bedroom
Writing more sad songs
Hope you sing along
Lights fade black to blonde
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5. |
when i fall
02:58
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Have I lost all
Sense of hope buried in my bones
Forgotten
On a lonely road
Bad news with the best intentions
Another deception
That you fall victim to
Here I go
Down the rabbit hole
Losing all control
Stay for a week or so
Hold onto anything you can
Cause I'm on the edge
When I fall
Remember me
And the way things used to be
It's not the time for apathy
I wouldn't trade this life for anything
Take your time
Enjoy the ride
I'm just a failure by design
When I fall
Remember me
These dreams won't fade away
I still run from
Demons that I faced years ago
In my head
I knew that I'd let you go
Far from a perfect example
I'm just a gamble
That you lose every time
Here I go
Down the rabbit hole
Losing all control
Stay for a week or so
Hold onto anything you can
Cause I'm on the edge
When I fall
Remember me
And the way things used to be
It's not the time for apathy
I wouldn't trade this life for anything
Take your time
Enjoy the ride
I'm just a failure by design
When I fall
Remember me
These dreams won't fade away
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6. |
never better
02:57
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How am I?
Never better
Better than I've ever been before
Yes I got your letter
Read it then I threw it on the floor
I don't wanna waste your time
I'll just lie and say I'm fine
Though I'm suffering, life is suffering but it goes
On and on and on and on
How much longer till we're gone?
And maybe one day
I'll wake up
And won't see demons standing there
Until then I'll just try
To keep a straight face while they stare
On and on and on and on
Remember when
We were kids
Running through the backyard with our friends
And the only thing that mattered was not wanting this to end
Now another year has passed
Will 27 be my last
Stare into my crystal ball to tell me
If I will go
On and on and on and on
How much longer till we're gone?
And maybe one day
I'll wake up
And won't see demons standing there
Until then I'll just try
To keep a straight face while they stare
On and on and on and on
And maybe one day
I'll wake up
And see an angel standing there
When that day
Comes I'll try
To keep a straight face through the air
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7. |
heart attack
02:19
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This beating heart
You hold in your arms
It's battled like a bayonet
And battered with scars
There are many like it
But this one is mine
My heart is my best friend
My heart is my life
I've gotta know
If this is a mistake and we're
Taking it slow
Have I seen your face before
Are you alone
Or is this nightmare
And we're taking it slow
Have I seen your face before
Taking it slow
Taking it slow
I gotta know
I gotta know
Batteries low I gotta go
Bottle it up, bottle it up, bottled up
Promise land and damaged minds
Will I find my way back this time
Please do not apologize
I promise I will do just fine
I've gotta know
If this is a mistake and we're
Taking it slow
Have I seen your face before
Are you alone
Or is this nightmare
And we're taking it slow
Have I seen your face before
God only knows if this another mistake
Taking it slow have I seen your face before
Are you alone
Or is this another nightmare
I've gotta know
Have I seen your face before
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8. |
don't feel a thing
02:31
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Once I looked into her eyes
Swore I'd never say goodbye
Kiss my lips and touch the sky
I'm alive for the first time
Passenger seat of your car
Drive away and let's go far
Far away from this whole town
I'm too high don't let me down
Cause I like to forget
So I put on my headphones
And we'll sit in silence as we stare into the sea
What the fuck is wrong with me
I ruined my destiny
Cut to see if I still bleed
But I don't feel a thing
I don't feel a thing
As I lie awake at night
With all my thoughts I do fight
Dissociate from my friends
And from myself til the end
Burn up in the atmosphere
Before I even come near
Some semblance of feeling land
Won't you please just hold my hand
But you're mad
And I'm mad
Cause I can't understand
How you feel but
Sometimes I don't even feel real
What the fuck is wrong with me
I ruined my destiny
Cut to see if I still bleed
But I don't feel a thing
And my life is one big mess
Had to get this off my chest
Had you lost you in a sec
And I don't feel a thing
Once I looked into your eyes
Swore I'd never say goodbye
Goodbye
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Sometimes
I wake up hoping I will live for
Lifetimes
Other days I just want to
Rewind
Choke myself out in the womb and
Subside
Sleep in an eternal night time
I feel sometimes happy sometimes empty
My god what's the reason that you sent me
My vice is forever chasing virtue
That's nice, tell me love oh do you hurt too
Summertime feels far away
Starry nights and hand grenades
Looks like diamonds in the sky
Fields flicker with fireflies
And before I lay my body down to sleep
I can only pray, pray to you my soul to keep yeah
I'm stuck in this idealistic daydream
I search the dreary sky for a stray sunbeam
I've been going on walks every midnight
Until I see silhouettes in the streetlights
I tried to go to church, connect with people
I sat in my car, stared at the steeple
I heard the choir sing angelic voices
I thought of all my mistakes and bad choices
Summertime feels far away
Starry nights and hand grenades
Looks like diamonds in the sky
Fields flicker with fireflies
And before I lay my body down to sleep
I can only pray, pray to you my soul to keep yeah
I have climbed mountain after mountain
In hopes one day I will find the fountain
Of wealth, mental health, and love and wisdom
The old me is gone, oh do you miss him
Summertime feels far away
Starry nights and hand grenades
Looks like diamonds in the sky
Fields flicker with fireflies
And before I lay my body down to sleep
I can only pray, pray to you my soul to keep yeah
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10. |
white rabbit
02:59
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Maybe I could survive in this rainy weather
Maybe I should take a drive and I will feel much better
And I bet you think you're clever but best friends means friends forever
Adonai, Adonai, could you make the world turn faster
Maybe I will confide and ask the sea for answers
Yeah my darling death dispatcher
My nightly necromancer
As I arrived, I was greeted with goodbyes
I am forced to recognize
This assisted suicide yeah
You were automatic
You were one of your worst habits
You were a white rabbit
Summoning your darker magic
Meet you outside of the gates at cemetery park
And we'll talk through the walls of mozeleums after dark
And I'll dance w all the ghosts in what will be my future home
I can only hope you're no longer alone
Would you still be here if I'd answered the phone
And it's been so long since last year
So now I shed my last tear
As I arrived, I was greeted with goodbyes
I am forced to recognize
This assisted suicide yeah
You were automatic
You were one of your worst habits
You were a white rabbit
Summoning your darker magic
As I arrived, I was greeted with goodbyes
I am forced to recognize
This assisted suicide
To sever ties, like a light
I will touch fluorescent skies
On this summers night
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11. |
effortless in motion
02:41
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What the hell am I doing wrong
I've tried and I've tried
And this is taking so long
I think I've spent half of my life playing dumb
Why would I
Wanna live if I cannot love
Whatever happened to when
The whole world was mine
I'm starting over again
I won't waste your time
As the world around me moves like the ocean
Effortless in motion
Sometimes I get this aching belief
This overwhelming sense of doom and defeat
Oh baby, In all my dreams I die
But it's so serene
I'm diving from a plane to the sea
Whatever happened to when
The whole world was mine
I'm starting over again
I won't waste your time
As the world around me moves like the ocean
Effortless in motion
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12. |
another summer
03:01
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This hourglass is empty
And there's no time left but now
Just feel the rain on your skin
And wash away all of the doubt
Cause I don't wanna just survive here, no
I just wanna live while I'm alive
This vision's so persistent
I'm in a mental prison
All the time
And these tidal waves may pull me down
How will I find solid ground
Lost beneath the currents of an ocean sound
I don't want to make it through
Another summer here without you
It cuts my heart in two
I've got nothing left to lose
We'll stay forever young
The days go on and on
The nights we won't remember
I hope this lasts forever, and ever
Can you tell me where these dark roads lead
Does it matter if we never reach
The place we've searched for our whole life
Buried in these sands of time
Is there a method to the madness
Always caught up in the sadness
One last ember in the ashes of youth
I don't want to make it through
Another summer here without you
Just cut my heart in two
I've got nothing left to lose
We'll stay forever young
The days go on and on
The nights we won't remember
I hope this lasts forever, and ever
You took something I couldn't replace
And carved your name in the empty space
You were my disaster
A happy ever after
This existence in black and white
Will stay the same till our paths collide
You were my disaster
I'm not sure, I'll ever learn
I don't want to make it through
Another summer here without you
It cuts my heart in two
I've got nothing left to lose
We'll stay forever young
The days go on and on
The nights we won't remember
I hope this lasts forever, and ever
Glass of bleach
A glass of wine
A suicide of you and I
The whole worlds mine
Won't waste your time
Starry nights
I'm never better
Bought a ticket for a train
When I fall remember me
Writing sad songs in my bedroom
God only knows
Goodbye
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13. |
skywasfalling
02:14
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